~TGIF~

Thanks God It's Friday!!!
Everybody loves Fridays. I love mine cause I have class at 12 and they end at 2, a decent schedule for Friday classes. Unfairly, some lucky buggers don't even have classes on Fridays. But anyways, I don't complaint, as long as I get my food and sleep, everything is all good.

What now? Laundry, shower, meeting (Friday meetings suck) then some poker and Minneapolis tomorrow!!! I'm a bit worry about my appetite lately. I eat a lot at times but lose my appetite in between. Weird!

Anyway, TIGF! Happy go Lucky =) =)

~sometimes~

"Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart,
and sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong."

~change~

Everything changes over time.

I don't quite agree with that. Yes, people change, places change, situations change. However, there are things that must remain eternally.
The friendships between people should never change.
The way you treat one another should never change.
The smile you have when you see a good friend should never change.
... that's the meaning of a true friendship.

I guess, not everyone agree with me. That's too bad. Yes, I have my motto in life and I live up to it. We don't value things in the same way. I'm not saying that you're wrong. But one day, when the table turns, when karma takes its toll ...

Good night!

~rain~

It has been raining, since last night.
Raindrops fall little by little, subtly.
It doesn't show a sign of stopping.
The rain plays with your mind, it makes you wonder when it would stop. and you keep wondering more and more into infinity.
It plays with your heart. Walking under the rain just to find out that not only your cheeks are getting wet but also your heart. Rushing to find a shelter and avoiding the fear of loneliness. Your heart throbs.

I wish it was one of those summer's cats and dogs rains. Heavily pouring then quickly gone. Just like a summer fling.
They bring thrills and excitements.
But this is the opposite.
After this, grass will be greener, flowers will smell fresher. And everyone's heart will be merrier. Hopefully.

Spring is here.

~adventure~

Life will be meaningless if there is no goals.
Life will be boring if you stop seeking for new summits to conquer.

I want to
... do skydiving
... scuba dive into the ocean
... do backpacking around Europe
... visit Africa, especially Victoria Falls
... help unfortunate kids in any way I could
... have a real-love kiss in Paris

Call me "Greedy" but it's me. I dream big and live big.

~ spring break ~

There is a thing about college that I really like ... breaks!!
Thanksgiving breaks
Winter breaks
Spring breaks
Summer breaks
or breaks that you create by yourself (I mean skipping classes)

It's time for us to travel, relax or just catch up with old companies.
My last spring break as a college student had gone by and indeed, it was the best one :)
Maybe because I was able to do all the things above.
I traveled ... not to places that are far away and adventurous but it was fun. Thanks to my wonderful friends
I relaxed ... after a semester full of craziness in and outside of the classroom. I finally get to sleep, watch movies, read books, make plans and get a peace state of mind.
I got to catch up with old friends, spent time with the people who take a big space in my heart.

~~~

I also learned. Nothing is predictable. Nothing lasts forever. This also includes the people who once we trusted and loved so much.
Last moment you felt so much in love, told yourself "This is IT!" and together promised the words of eternity. The next moment, there are words, that soak up with bitterness, hatefulness, meant to hurt each other. We wonder "what went wrong?" In fact, nothing went wrong. We're all in the game of Fate. Just hold on to your faith that God won't mistreat good people.
I pray all the best to you, my friend. You will be loved, for who you are.

~~~

I also realized how lucky I am. If having great friends is having a treasure then I have had the biggest one of all.
Though I said "I have had enough with a small town!" but I will never had enough of those people who spent a part of their lives with me in this small town. I will miss this place and those people dearly much.

~~~

Can we have it all?

To live is to believe that eventually pieces will fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusions, live for the moment, and know that everything happen for a reason.

~ fate ~

it's not good to know so much about your future,
it tends to influence your thinking or your decisions.
sometimes it gives you excuses, you blamed whatever bad happened on fate
some people told me 'People's fate change every five years.'
Does it really?

it's not good if your sixth sense is so strong either
you can sense things that will bring you down.
sometimes, ignorance is a bliss...

~blank~

a blank state of mind.
i do.
it was.
will it?